I’ve come so far since last year…. I no longer have thoughts of killing myself. Because of this little girl. I would think about killing myself because of how fucked up I am. I’m screwed up so bad-mentally. And I was so afraid of not being able to be the Mother that she deserved. But I rose above it. And I am bound and determined to be Mother she deserves. She has shown me true, unconditional love and a day with her is just pure bliss. Even on the days when she wakes up on the wrong side of the bed. I will never ever choose to leave her. Death itself will have to pry me from her and even then, I will always be there with her.